LIM CHUANG CHOU ♥

Sunday, February 28, 2010 ♥ 9:15 AM

♥ 9:04 AM

Hi guys sry that i din post for days le. . . now i am posting again^^ Today when i woke up in the afternoon i jiu go meet up with my working friend le actually we was going to watch movie but his friend said wanted to go clark quey so i bring them go there walk nor. His friends said he wanted to go some places to take photo that really nice de cause he's going back to china in another 2-3 months time so i took them to the singapore river and singapore flyers to take photo after finish taking photo and we see the time its still early so we decide to go watch movie but they duno how to see english movie so we din see again so we go to the place that all things is those catching bears de which is at marina square when i saw that place i saw alot of images of the past when i was with jocelyn. And i started to think and think and think and became sad again sigh. In the past i really did wrong alot and mostly i all blame it on her i really duno wad the F was i thinking that time how could i treat a person that loves me alot and treat me dam well that i have never had before? i am really too stubborn, when in the past she keep saying me this i dun even care about it but now i think back i think i am wrong le. . . now i can feel that she dun have feelings on me anymore really no more i lost le i really lost le. Too late now. No matter wad i will always keep it in my heart (sa lang hey yo)

You are Loved and Missed

Thursday, February 25, 2010 ♥ 8:04 AM

Tml going check up le omg sigh. . . so soon but after check up i going back to work too cause tml is store wide have 20% off for most of the things lets say it everything. But then tml aunty din have enough ppl to work she need 2 ppl work in the morning and 2 ppl work in the afternoon. In the afternoon pearlina first day come work den till night 11 den finish somemore is store wide at night she is the one only left there sure very jialat de so i think i after check up i go back and help her and aunty bah. . haha aunty dun have me working really jialat duno going to call who go work. But actually i am really tired le but if i stay at home i also have nothing to do so i think i go work bahs hahas work more get more money mah if nv work how i buy things for her? so i must work hard learn more. . . when i working i also can learn gees ok la take care my friends. .

You are Loved and Missed

Wednesday, February 24, 2010 ♥ 7:16 AM

YEA TODAY FINALLY GET MY FIRST PAY^^ but think they give less i haven counted it but going to count soon waiting for mei to help me count cause my paper was with her. . later on maybe going to work full shif again>.< if aunty called later on but i think mostly dun have bah cause now so late le she nv call me. . so think working afternoon tml haha working till 9.30pm again that was so late but nvm la now also never meet ppl and never go down 850 le so its ok. . all the time being i was at home. . feel the home sweet home haha suddenly like this feel like something strange just like when she's gone from my side till now i still feeling so strange sigh. . . . COME ON MAN. . my mei mei when are u going back to work!!! u know how lonely am i mah. . . i already been so lonely for weeks le now u still wan to ps me working myself sigh. . i now everytime working i was like so zi bi really cause i had no 1 to talk to just only my good china friend jerry. Not everytime i can talk with him cause sometime he's also have off day and i really bored!!! Was there anyone for me to chat with?? to play with?? and for me to pei with?? YES but it was the past not now, now have nothing . . 你是我的一切你知不知道?

You are Loved and Missed

Tuesday, February 23, 2010 ♥ 9:36 AM

♥ 9:27 AM

hmmm now adays working i became more and more boring le cause mei mei and slyvia like nv come to work le no 1 to chat with and no 1 to play with just stand there by myself i look at mirror and mirror look at me hahas. Ytd is the 3rd day aunty asked me to work full shif le but heng today she din ask me haha so later on i going to work at 1.30pm hope later on not so many ppl come and buy shoe roar normal customer come jiu ok le i dun 1 those ask u take 10pair of shoes den all dun 1 buy like this i really wan to slap e customer LOL. Just kidding la i also can't slap, slap le i am gonna lose my job i dun 1 to lose my job just because of this. No matter wad i also must smile infront of the customer mah till they go den talk behind them>.< Tml who's going to work?? again only me my both mei mei all nv work duno weather slyvia working mah if working good i have ppl to chat with le ohh haha. . . hope i would always like this today 23/2/2010. . . her birthday is coming by actually though of buying another phone for her de but if this time i buy i think she really won accept it anymore le bah. . i can feel wad she is feeling and i know i won stand a chance anymoe so be it lor. . its fate if its mine den it gonna be mine but if its not no matter how i pull through all those days it still will go away from me just i am gonna to lose it sonner or later. wish now when i working still have more ppl to chat with make me dun keep on thinking and thinking. . .

Monday, February 22, 2010 ♥ 8:37 AM

Actually when i first hear that she had a new person in her heart i was really upsad she really could give up so easily in this relationship is it really that i am really nothing to her anymore she could give me up so easily? i really can't how hard i had tried le also can't so i intend not to give up from that time i had tried and tried and tried and fail and fail. Cause i know that she is really the 1. In the past i could really easy to forget her before and forget other ppl but this time not same anymore i can't forget her at all!!! already locked too deeply and i have no way to unlock it. hope she can really consider again, let this 7month of relationship alive again but the story line is going to change if she could let this 7month of relationship alive. . . hope so. I am really tired really very tired le i just can't stop thinking while i was working and its was not for few hours only is 10hours everymin everysec u were in my mind wad to do? i also duno just let it be bah. . . i know its my wrong from the start i know i can't say anythings but i really hope so. I am working full ship tml again but this time not same le is i one person standing by myself its really gonna be really tiring and boring dun even have the mood to work but aunty keep on ask me to work and work and work i think i gonna can't take it anymore or sooner if she continue like this i duno how le but i do really like this job. hmmms no friends no girlfriends all gone from my side but heng i still have my job with me if not i really dunno wad am i going to do le. ok la i'll stop here alright take cares everyone if your see her was in trouble pls go and help her or give me a call thanks

You are Loved and Missed

Saturday, February 20, 2010 ♥ 9:06 AM

i just came back from work so tiring lor haha i worked till 11pm>.<> dam dam dam wrong i had never cherish her at that time when now i think back. Why in the past i won like this think like now? Wad a stubborn person am i? maybe in the past i really dun really cares, worry or how important is the relationship is to me when its gone from me den i started to think of it y everytime had to be like this? god really bu gong ping to me. But now i have to be muture. its my fault from the starting i know i really know so i had to think of way to change it to show it to you. but maybe your think that i just saying it or typing it with my mouth and hands your are wrong your had to give me this first and the last time to show it to your and U JOCELYN U GET IT. i know i had hurt u enough of it i know u dun wan to get this back again and again but until i had lost u i really though of it really though of it i know i really could do it this time round not could is sure i am very sure i know you wan de is two person de things add together but u only can choose 1 u have to believe in yourself and go for it, its your happiness but dun regret after u had choose it alright?

You are Loved and Missed

Wednesday, February 17, 2010 ♥ 11:02 AM

hmm . later on i off no working but no ppl to meet with usually have early in the morning but now no more very weird and i really dun like it sigh. . wish it could go back to the past just now alex jio us to ride bicycle but in the end we have no bicycle nv ride but nvm la i just reach home just now ann and cw at my house using comp. . i know i really had hurt u alot but this time could u give me this chance to let u know of caring and love mah? can i? i really dun 1 to be like this and like the past before i wan to change everything every single thing i really have gone everything le even maybe my friends i gona lost they all soon really soon jocelyn would u come back to me and i promise wad i will do wad just need u to trust me this time i promise i won hurt u anymore anymore!!! i wan to get back everythings it belong to me can!!??!! PLEASE

Tuesday, February 16, 2010 ♥ 6:50 AM

YoYoYo!! few days nv post le ohh. . . too boring this few days no date on cny no friend to meet dun feel like using comp just stay at home doing nothing. . . just making myself very tired tired tired and dun sleep. But on cny got one friends always on myside with me haha really thanks to her and its my mei chrislin. . she also dun have ppl to meet too gees so i meeted her and slack around near my house. Ytd night after gambling at 850 me chrislin pei rong ah da and my bro we went drinking at yishun dam actually i dun 1 go de. . . but i just dun 1 to think so much of it den i go with them de but the next day i have work lols. . . so we go there at around 1am+ and we started to drink haha my bro bring his XO haha. Play cards loser drink and i am the suay 1 keep on 1 person lose to 4 person drink 4 person de xo!!!!! roar but its ok la cause its making me faster to drunk so i won think so much. . in the end i really get quite drunked at around 5+ to 6 so i went to ah da car and lie down awhile and i sleeped at 6+ and they wake me up at 7+ and fetch me home. . . in the end my brother vomit hahas lousy drinker lols so when i reach home its 7+ - 8 so i faster go sleep and i din know that i could woke up at 9.30 and prepare to go work omg!!! when i was walking to mrt station i can't even walk propertly walk like a crap haha. . . i was dem seh dam tired but i dun care just go for work bah. . . when i reach my work place there have lion dance but i have no mood to see dam tired and seh customer come i also nv care lols but after 3-4 hour i feel better le cause the seh gone.. till now i still haven sleep-.-''' i wan to be more tired!!! i wan to see when i can't take it and i will be hospitalise wakakaka. . . i think soon bah cause i know i going to down soon i know my body well. . . ok la i dun 1 type le take care friends.

You are Loved and Missed

Saturday, February 13, 2010 ♥ 10:31 AM

I am back home to post somthing again hahas, just now was at my grandmother house when i finish work at 5. At grandmother house till around 7+ i jiu go back 850 to find my another side de ahma hahas. . but after awhile i was too boring le no ppl to meet sigh. . wad to do? nothing just go downstairs see weather have any ppl around mah. . . but it was really lucky to see chong wei. . heng have someone to pei me chat with haha. While chatting i am waiting my parents to call me to go home but till 11+ they din call and at that time wang jian they all also at 850 they said they going chambers so i din go home and i wait all to reach but in the end ang yun come out stun jitao go home and ling feng say on his way but in the end also never come down so in the end we din go chambers. . so we contiune sitting at 850. till 12+ wei jun and zhi yao came down they say they going eat so we went together and eat. . after finish eating we went to 850 gamble! haha. . and that time pei rong came down too lols. . so we gamble gamble till around 2 i jiu go home le till now so tired man but missing soneone else in my heart. . today no date sigh. . just to be alone. . maybe its fate bah. just now at work i almost got hitted by glasses cause when i taking shoe i moving the ladder and the ladder was so high and beside i din saw the wall was low and have light over there no like small small de is long long de and i hit it it drop infront of me and a birthday girl just infront on me and her i was scare dao lor she birthday kana all this really suay. . so worry about it if really hit her i will be nei jiu one lor. . but heng nv hit anyone of us haha. . . oneday over again le its still the same me. .

You are Loved and Missed

Friday, February 12, 2010 ♥ 7:11 AM

Sad day. . . ytd isaac called me to go chambers with him and he talk to me with a very stress and angry way, cause he and his girlfriend have abit of problem. . Cause his girlfriend suddenly treat him dam cold. . Isaac ask suppost to sent her to school in the morning but he was sick and he was sleeping at home so he din went to fetch her girlfriend to school and he was not awake at the time being so he din notice about it. . when he woke up he msg her girlfriend told her he was sick but her girlfriend was just like hack care but isaac din mind of that and he still continue to talk nicely to his girlfriend but his girlfriend was getting worst and worst. . and isaac get agitated so he became to the wolf haha. . and he ask his girlfriend today can meet his girlfriend said not time, then he asked sat can? she said can't den his girlfriend said wait after 4 years past le if he still loves her then contact her and isaac was like HUH!? what is she thinking and talking about den after that his girlfriend din reply or pick up his msg and call le. . So he called me asked me wan go chambers mah. . actually i dun 1 go de just cause i see him so emo so stress, angry and sad so i accepted his offer lor. . . so we went and play till 3am jiu go home le but my house door was lock so i went to his house to sleep till morning 8.30 woke up and i tell him that i had no money to go work he say nvm he lent me his credit card i said ok but when i took the taxi to my workplace the card can't use!!! i was like omg. . and i really had no money but heng before i took the taxi i go home took some money but still not enough for the taxi fare. But heng the uncle good he asked me have how much i jiu give him how much jiu can go le haha. . but when i working my break time i had no money to eat-.-''' but this time i was heng again i have a china friends that i am very good with him de he lented me money to eat hehes. . i am going to pay him back when i got my pay >.< then after that i was thinking how would i go back to kahtib cause i had no money to go back anymore even my mrt card also no money. . but den heng again my GOOD MEI come to my workplace and pass me money counted as return me money haha. . but one things i was angry about today is aunty asked me to work fullshif some more tell me at the time when i was going to finish working, i am angry is because everytime she can't work she will ask me to help help help she will never ask my cousin all this. . dam sucks lor. but i still helped her work till 7pm den i went off. So after going off i went to bugis with my GOOD MEI and pei zhuang to buy their new years things. . while we were walking i saw a person guess is who? is her brother. . . when i walk towards him he asked me where her sister? and i really duno how to anwer him. . so i said duno and i told him i go off le den i jiu walk off le. . sigh. . . really miss her alot alot alot alot alot, this few days i din contact her is because i dun 1 her to feel that i am irrating. . although i din contact her but my heart will always be with her no matter wad happens. If this time she really would give me the chance again. . i also scare to go back again cause i really scare to hurt her once again. . but if can i would really give in my best i won't give her anymore stress anymore problem anymore violent but sure will always happy and letted her remember all the happy moments haha. . . ok la dun 1 type le. . this is my 6th day quitting smoking le wakakaka JY

You are Loved and Missed

Wednesday, February 10, 2010 ♥ 5:53 AM

hmm i am here to post something before i go sleep. . today i was too tired today>.< ytd went chambers with isaac, chong wei, ang yun and cucumber hahas. . we was there from 12am to 8am. . i will go and play is cause i today no work no ppl to meet with. . so i went to play. . but last time if i have ppl to meet have work i still will go play but now different le oh. . i dun 1 to be like this anymore cause of not enough of sleep it makes me lost my future. . it will make me lost is cause of my temper and attitude when i had not enough sleep or never sleep. . i have learn this le. hmm ok so i went back at 8am and sleep and i woke up at around 1pm and i was thinking y would i woke up so early is cause in the past i use to sleep at morning and wake up at around that time to meet ppl means i already use to it already but nvm so i was too bored and trying to find things to do. . so i think of go shopping den go find wei they all. . so i went to find friends to pei me go but there's no 1 so i went down to 850 see weather anyone was there so i could slack with them and i went down i saw wang jian, miao hui and chun wei. . so i asked them weather wan go orchard or city hall with me mah? only miao hui said ok others not going. So after that i went orchard with miao hui and we shopping but just nice when we reach there it was wei break time so we went go meet her first and chat. Chat and chat we chatted 1 hour haha after 1 hour she went back to work so i and miao hui go walk around see weather is there anythings i like or i wanted to buy. So i walk and walk and i see into a shop which is levis shop and i saw a jeans so i went in and check it out. . but in the end i walk out of the shop y cause i wan to look around so that i won regret if i bought it. so we walked alot of places in the end i went back to see the jeans again haha so i asked for my size and i tried i really like it alot so i decided to buy it but when i see the price lols it was omg cause i dun have enough money i only have 90+ and the jeans was at 149.90 so i asked miao hui weather can lent me $60 and he lented to me haha really thanks him alot. After buying we go back to kahtib i told him i wan to tamp my jeans and we went to the shop i told the aunty this and that in the end she told me $14 dollar so i lented from miao hui again and this time he took out $20 haha. . he's really a kind friend i had so i told him when i get my pay i will return him asap. And like this 1 fine day had pass through again. . Today is the 5th day i not smoking le ohh JY chou i know u can de wakakas

You are Loved and Missed

Tuesday, February 9, 2010 ♥ 6:57 AM

Yeah, finally one day go pass again. . today late for work again -.-''' always late for work when she's not by my side cause no 1 morning call or msg me in the morning sigh. . . Just now went to work when i reach there i was like wow. . . the shoes on the floor was full over 800 boxes. . but nvm heng got a new ppl came and i not so busy hahas. . In the afternoon heng tze wei mei, chrislin mei, and slyvia came to work if not i think i am going to board to death down there. . When break time me wei, slyvia and a china guy called jerry which is my very close friends went to eat together haha. . everyday just eat the same old things but no chioce there cheap other place exp!! cannot go other place to eat lols. . . after finish eating we went back to work again. the new promoter from my department said she had an appointment to see a doctor so she went off at 6 if not she go off at 7 so i took over her i help her out till 7 but after 7 i went to punch card le jiu go down wait tze wei, chrislin, and slyvia to finish work and go home together so i waited till 9pm but the time while i waiting the time past really fast cause i keep help them take their shoes cause they wan to buy shoe and at that time there was no customer so they tried this and there just like jokers running around hahas so the time goes really fast. . So after that we went home together. .

Today she din reply even one of my msg sigh. . i think friend also no need to be anymore le bah this dun looks like friends anyway so be it ok. . anyway i also dun 1 to be friends^^ your know wad i wan to be jiu okays lerhs. ohh ya few days ago while i working while i was taking a pair of shoes and was high so i climb up and took the shoes and it was quite high of it and i din stand propertly my leg slip off and i fell heng i am still ok with it but i twisted my right wrist now really pain can't move much with that wrist. . but its ok la. . it will recover after a period of time. . i had lost it.

Your are Loved and Missed

Monday, February 8, 2010 ♥ 5:13 AM

I'll be waiting for u to wear this shirt with me. . i'll wait till the day come. . Today i nv go work cause in the morning i wake up early in the morning at around 7.30 i bath le go buy breakfast and go her house and wait her wake up. . Actually i dun have the guts to go in her house de but just because i just hack care le i just go in call uncle jiu go in her room and wait her wake up le. She woke up at around 9 cause she is meeting her sister at around 10am. . so after she woke up she go bath all this after finish bathing i asked her to eat some of eat and she did really eat i was very happy about it hahas. . after that jiu wait for her sister to msg or call her when she is ready, so i and her waited the call/msg to come. When her sister was ready we jiu went down and wait the buses while waiting she asked me to go home but i dun 1 i said can't i go with her? she said can't but i nv care about it den i said i wan go with her she said cannot again den i dun care. After a few second she use a different kind of attitude and talk to me loudly and said I AM IRRATING. . at that time i was really sad and feel like crying but i just keep it to my heart and i said ok i go off le. After i go her bus came. . although i din get up the bus with her but i took taxi go down blk 928 cause i know she was going there to cut and perm her hair so i went there and i bought a rose and wait for her to be done. . So i waited fom around 10.40 - 12.40 and she was done when she was inside her sis was helping me on that too i am really thankfull to her although din suscess. . When she came out i was talking to raymond asking him how should i do wad should i say? and he told me alot of things so i bring up my guards and walk towards her and tell her that (i am sorry for the past the violent that i had give her those stupid things i had made maybe u dun trust me animore but we can made a rules and regulation but she said not about not trusting me or wad is she said she dun 1 to go into a relationship now. . But anyway i know is because she dun 1 to get anymore hurt from me anymore . . its ok when u are ready and i am ready let me show u that wad i had done to myself and i'll wait u to accept me again. . 3rd day not smoking le JY i know i can do it de hehes

You are Loved and Missed

Sunday, February 7, 2010 ♥ 1:21 PM

Ytd night sleep too early le now wake up too early too hmms. . .
mei if really is like this i also wish i could make it as wad you had said its because i can't forget and give up every single things and i think there is really a last hope for me to cherish everythings. . Your sometimes asked me to go on with myself and forget her i really can't guys your really duno how much she had took my heart your wan to know that? she took all over the place at my heart no more other place for me to put anythings your got that? This means please dun ask me to give up anymore. I really wish to get this chance to show her this time wad i had change for her and wad i will change for her to let her feel thats not same from the past. . i am working very hard now really hard. . i hope that in the end she will give still fully trust me again and i won harm her again this time le no more le. No harming no meaning just i love u. . And ya valentine's days it coming by le this time i am alone again i though i would cleabrate with her that time but i nv though of when the time is coming she was gone from my side i dun 1 like this i hope on that days or even when tml i woke up it would be a nice day like the past when i woke up i would see all those msg. . i dun 1 to go alone on that day really dun 1. . If i could really get back u i really dun care anythings le wad sacrifice i will also go for it de. . how much pain how much it worth this time no 1 can stop me alright cause she is my future!!!

♥ 5:53 AM

This memorys will always kept with me till you are back that day. . i love you

♥ 5:39 AM

wads new about today?

i just feel more comfortable when ytd i told her those things that i wanted to say out from my heart to let her know but i know she can't belive me at all, that is ok cause i know she needs time cause i have said it alot of times to her again and again and nothing has shown to her. Joce i am sorry about that that time i could'nt promise u somethings is cause i know i can't do it. This time i could all promise u ALL cause i know i will do it now. i really dun like that feeling that i had lost u, u not beside of me, and nv contact me ask me to meet up. I wish this would change when the time is up i wan to go back to the past have all this call me up to meet always by my side and the caring from u. . Now this time i could really show her 1 things that i had promise before and i din do it, but now i had did it i really quit smoking already its been 2 days i have not been smoking. . i will jiayou de. . support me okays. . i won giving up on you is because i have alot of me and your memorys in my hand really too much all my house thingy it reminds me of you. . hahas. although it makes me sad but i am really happy that i am with u in the past i could'nt accept wad i did to u at the past i really can't i would say it now is all because of yeo chao zhong and chong tze wei from the past already told me somethings about i and your relationship and i din care about it but now they told me again, den i start to think and think. i am really a basterd, i had never think for you before i only think for myself i know it now. . . all the memorys will always keep with me till you are back and i will give in and as well as give u the most beautifull memorys u ever have before i promise. . .

Its been 7days le You are still Loved and Missed every min every sec and everyday of yourlife.

Saturday, February 6, 2010 ♥ 9:44 AM

hi my fello friends, bro and mei i and here to post again :)

Today morning i woke up at around 11+ after awhile isaac called me and ask me weather wan to go chambers mah but den actually i din wanted to go de just he said pei him for awhile den i go de so i took taxi go down to chambers and play with him and chong wei so we played and played for around 2 hours later ah heng called isaac asked him to help him on something. So we stop the comp and make the payment. After payment isaac jiu go off and meet ah heng le so i and chong wei at 4+ slacked at 700+ till around 6+ isaac came back and fetch us and he asking where i wanted to drop off i said anywhere. . cause i have no places to go but in the end he dropped me off at the bus stop below the bridge at kahtib mrt and i walked to 850. After i slack awhile i meet yaqi mei and share my past things sadness with her although she can't do anythings but at least she hear finish that wad i had said so its ok. . afther that i told her i would like to go to a place and she asked where? But i said i would go to the place by myself. Guess where is the place? its her house downstairs. . So after that yaqi mei go and meet us with her friends and i went to her house downstairs and waited her come back home. . When it was around 9pm i was sitting down there waiting le. i was thinking how many wrong i had done and i go buy some chocolate which she likes it alot and is 1 wrong 1 packet so i bought a total of 5 packet and waited her there. But i kept on waiting and waiting 9 - 10 she still din came back yet so i continue to wait 10 - 11 but she still din came back and i was thinking weather she already at home le mah but i duno so i still kept on waiting till 12.40 and i go around see weather she came back already? and i really saw her!! when the first moment i saw her i was very sad and jealous cause i saw alvin which last time use to jio her when i was jioing her around 7months ago!!! i was very angry sad and jealous and i feel to whack him but i told myself no point really no point so i stopped it and walk to her and told her wad wrong i have done asked her to forgive me 1 by 1 i said i gave the chocolate and till the 5th 1 i put at her house outside. . but walked half way i already told her all my fault everythings and she was very claim for a min after the min she told me ( wad i have made in my mind i won change it ) i know she can't trust me anymore cause from the past i had said so many times to her and i din to it. . but now is not the same anymore i have done 1 of it and show it to her but she haven see it yet cause she did'nt wan to trust me anymore. I know its really hard for you to trust me again and again but i really hope u can stay claim and think it again and again or maybe just once? if i am wrong again lets not be friends and don contact each other anymore. . if i kept on bluffing u again and again i rather i really have never know u before u know mah jocelyn although this 7months i have treat u badly but i also have treat u well before u really can forget and just let it go so easily? really can? i really dun believe that cause i can see that u really love me just u dun 1 to get disappointed again. Alright u hmm u really is the first person that makes me become like this i have never been so sad jealous angry before and i had nv been waiting a person for so long before i also duno how i could waited for so long jocelyn i wan u to remember this

you are loved and missed my love to u will never change

Friday, February 5, 2010 ♥ 10:48 AM

halo all!! just came back home hahas. posting again

just came back from chalet o.O today work till dam no mood work and think the whole noon dam tired of it but i can't stop thinking of it sigh. . wad to do? just let it be hmms. . After work i go to isaac chalet just too boring gi home also nothing to do so i go there for fun cause no body to meet up to last time use to meet up the same person everytime after work but now can't anymore. I wish i now could same like the past can meet up everyday, last time i still say her like supergule but now i think back actually is not it is good that she is supergule more stick more good hahas. . but now i have no more of it at my side anymore. . so everytime now after work i just wait for friend to finish work, go home use comp or go chao zhong house use comp ton at his house. Never go down 850 anymore just walk pass. . i dun 1 to go down anymore either. . i really give in my heart to change everything but of cause never change the heart that i have to give her haha. . Tml off duno wad to do also sigh just have to stay at home watch tv? i have abandone dota anymore so dun ask me weather i playing dota ma? my answer is very less le. So if your anyone is free can call me and and meet up hahas.

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Thursday, February 4, 2010 ♥ 8:50 AM

halo i am here to post again

now at yeo chao zhong house today ton at his house. . just now in the afternoon i finish work at 3pm jiu go amk hq le to report about last time my bicycle case now the case is close le, after that i go down 850 meet chao zhong but he was in friends house den i saw yaqi mei so i asked her where she go and she said tpy. So i go with her she bought a gucci bag haha. . she wasted so much money nor. after that we meet belle go paragon find wei mei and lin mei they all haha. . went shopping with them was fun but not as fun as i was with her today walked alot of place that i and her had walk before not long ago when i walk pass it remind mi alot of things about her and i became emo and sad sigh. . wish i could go shopping and holding her hand agains i really regret i can't forget her at all. . i am really fuck up. .

Wednesday, February 3, 2010 ♥ 7:19 AM

u have left out alot of things behind that makes me remember of u and keep thinking of u. . i really hope u could give me a very last chance to get a fresh start again and i will promise it will nv happen like the past before. . i am really regret that i din chase out to go with u. . just because of 1 thing i had lost everything. i really love u alot. . my dear sigh. . . . . .

♥ 3:36 AM

hi guys i am here to post again. .

mei really thanks that u had tell me so much about it from the past till now. . think back the past i am really in a big wrong. . i finally know how much she had endure my attitude from the past till now. . now i know she can't take it le. . its over for me. . mei if u din told me all this i think i won have the chance to know about it and change for it. . now i think back i also think that i am really a fucker. . and worst then that. . joce i am really sorry i had hurt u too much le i know is enough for u le. . from the past till now all the time being doing wrong things de its not you its me. . i get it now le, maybe i still duno how to think and learn when things did not happen now it finally happen and wei told me so many things. now i finally know how much u had endure me from the past till now. . i had never think of i learn new things and i had a worst hurt i ever had. i had to learn how to cherish and change my attitude le its enough for myself i dun wan to be like this anymore. . it really hurt i dun dare to go any further relationship anymore le just one time is enough. . i think it won recover le i duno how long i could take this. . something had gone forever from my side its really hurt cause i can't forget the things/person that had lost forever from my side. . guys i am sorry that i din take anyone of your words into my heart now i finally know wad kind of person i am in your heart. .