LIM CHUANG CHOU ♥

Saturday, February 6, 2010 ♥ 9:44 AM

hi my fello friends, bro and mei i and here to post again :)

Today morning i woke up at around 11+ after awhile isaac called me and ask me weather wan to go chambers mah but den actually i din wanted to go de just he said pei him for awhile den i go de so i took taxi go down to chambers and play with him and chong wei so we played and played for around 2 hours later ah heng called isaac asked him to help him on something. So we stop the comp and make the payment. After payment isaac jiu go off and meet ah heng le so i and chong wei at 4+ slacked at 700+ till around 6+ isaac came back and fetch us and he asking where i wanted to drop off i said anywhere. . cause i have no places to go but in the end he dropped me off at the bus stop below the bridge at kahtib mrt and i walked to 850. After i slack awhile i meet yaqi mei and share my past things sadness with her although she can't do anythings but at least she hear finish that wad i had said so its ok. . afther that i told her i would like to go to a place and she asked where? But i said i would go to the place by myself. Guess where is the place? its her house downstairs. . So after that yaqi mei go and meet us with her friends and i went to her house downstairs and waited her come back home. . When it was around 9pm i was sitting down there waiting le. i was thinking how many wrong i had done and i go buy some chocolate which she likes it alot and is 1 wrong 1 packet so i bought a total of 5 packet and waited her there. But i kept on waiting and waiting 9 - 10 she still din came back yet so i continue to wait 10 - 11 but she still din came back and i was thinking weather she already at home le mah but i duno so i still kept on waiting till 12.40 and i go around see weather she came back already? and i really saw her!! when the first moment i saw her i was very sad and jealous cause i saw alvin which last time use to jio her when i was jioing her around 7months ago!!! i was very angry sad and jealous and i feel to whack him but i told myself no point really no point so i stopped it and walk to her and told her wad wrong i have done asked her to forgive me 1 by 1 i said i gave the chocolate and till the 5th 1 i put at her house outside. . but walked half way i already told her all my fault everythings and she was very claim for a min after the min she told me ( wad i have made in my mind i won change it ) i know she can't trust me anymore cause from the past i had said so many times to her and i din to it. . but now is not the same anymore i have done 1 of it and show it to her but she haven see it yet cause she did'nt wan to trust me anymore. I know its really hard for you to trust me again and again but i really hope u can stay claim and think it again and again or maybe just once? if i am wrong again lets not be friends and don contact each other anymore. . if i kept on bluffing u again and again i rather i really have never know u before u know mah jocelyn although this 7months i have treat u badly but i also have treat u well before u really can forget and just let it go so easily? really can? i really dun believe that cause i can see that u really love me just u dun 1 to get disappointed again. Alright u hmm u really is the first person that makes me become like this i have never been so sad jealous angry before and i had nv been waiting a person for so long before i also duno how i could waited for so long jocelyn i wan u to remember this

you are loved and missed my love to u will never change