LIM CHUANG CHOU ♥

Wednesday, March 3, 2010 ♥ 5:15 PM

Hmm few days i din post le. . . getting alot of things into my mind thinking alot of things and have not been free for this time. . now i just came back home for posting^^ hahas just now was at li hua father funeral. . his father just past away two days ago ytd night went to accompany him for a night later on at evening going to accompany him again it was at 609. . his father was just still not so old just only 47 but when working half way had a heart attack. Like this jiu past away le. He was really regret that how he had treated his father in the past but now is really over le he can't go back to the past anymore. Because of this he had learn one thing and this also let me learn the same thing he had just learn somethings that is gone it will be gone forever it won come back again or go back to the past again. . In the past i really regret that how i had treated jocelyn too. . but now its over and just like him gone forever. . maybe god make this kind of way give me but its really a sad way and fate i am going this really makes me feel guilty and regret of wad i had done to. Sigh anyway this already too late le i can't go back to the past anymore. I know the god will let me have a fresh start bah after all this i think i am not going to make this mistake again le, i really had learn alot from it alot alot hmms. . but not because of this i am gonna to let go, this won't let me change the love from me to u alright it will be getting deeper and deeper cause of this lesson it teach me that not just only cherish i had to give in to every relationship i had to cherish and give in everything in all my relationship alright i really had to thanks to god really thank you. .

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